you know i have been having a real tough time trying to figure out who I am and where Im supposed to be as an artist.  The old shit I used to do seem to childish and aint going to cut it anymore.  Im done with with "normal". Normal is no longer a word i dare to describe myself with. Ive got so many great ideas and thoughts swirling around in my left brain.  i need to let go of that damn filter that i have when it comes to what I draw or say or even do. Taylor just let things flow as they are made in your head, people will judge you, but you are already being judged so what can a little extra hurt?  My days of drawing and illustrating canines was fun.. and sometimes i miss it. But whenever i try and draw them again it just feels plain wrong.  But thats all I've known.. for a long ass time. where the hell to i go from here? I have struggled with that notion for probably a year or so.  SO where am I supposed to be in this big world of art?  Why can't I find my place here? Ive tried almost everything to not much avail. I guess you would say Im stuck, in a funk, in a rut. A rut that id really like to get out of, and soon.  no more of this bullshit I have created to destroy myself.  



To: taylor

Taylor you need to allow yourself to do what you want. DONT YOU DARE BE SWAYED BY WHAT PEOPLE MAY THINK OF YOU.
Your who you are, baby you were born this way.  Don't filter anymore.. be weird, be strange. Its what you good at.  Don't let "normal" define you anymore.

Remember I will always love you.
Love,
Yourself.